I SUCK!

i suck like shit! omg i am soo disorganized..i hv 2 find my friend physics PEKA n i havent started searching yet because im an asshole n its 12.51 am now.. ugh im disgusted with myself.. am here all alone wishing im a perfect little baby that can start over all again to be a perfect human, a super human...i feel like the biggest nut inthe century! i didnt get anything she taught at chem today n physics..i know, u dont have 2 say it, i'll do it, YES I DO SUCK-BIG TIME!! i wish im da smartest in class, the one teacher also goes when they sumtimes get stuck in a question..but as the saying goes, dreams never do come true..i mean, come on let's admit it, this is reality..we hv 2 face it in life, failures...bt ppl around me, well most of them takes things very seriously..like theres a sword above u if u dont get an A! i mean, come on man u gotta fail to learn right?
ok i better stop crapping, i better find that physics PEKA because shes gonna kill me!!