planed

me sab n crystalr already plannin fr da finals..gonna b goin 2 crystal's on monday to study n finish up projects...juz wanted to say dat dats all...k bye

time

today i realise that time pass so fast..i mean its sep now n its fastin month already..so fast..feels like just last year is fastin month..n our evams are gonna come n this time i really have to study cus all the exams before this well i didnt really study..i juz start pickin up da books like 2 days b4 da exam or test n dats y my results sucks like shit this year, i even got the last in class fr da mid-term..i sound like sucha loser cus i hv been takin f4, this year too ligthly but i realise that the finals is comin and i hv to really get good results n get in a good class or sumthin..actually i dunt really mind much bout da class..i juz wanna get good grades so ma parents will b happy n hopefully they will buy me a guitar n i also wanna b smart again cuz i think most ppl r thinkin dat im sucha bimbo bt im not..i mean like hello, i studied last year ok, to all the ppl who doubt me in gettin good grades fr my finals, juz watch me, i hv done it last year, i got 6As fr PMR n that is quite good so im gonna do it again, prove to everyone who thinks a bimbo owns this page, well let me tell ur wrong n let me prove it to u..i can transform myself into a nerd if i want..soo lets juz c wut happens..ill keep postin..n watch out u ppl who has been watchin me!

HAPPY, ALAS!

i hv been feeling down fr the fast few weeks bt i think im healing n im feeling much much better nw..clouds r on my head to cool me..i feel gud.na na na i knew that i wud so gud so gud..(friends)..rit yeah as i was sayin, im happy now, no more sad everythings solved n im a happy, content of life-bird again, flying happily n whistling in the clouds..

SCREWED!

my whole life is screwed rit nw.i didnt go 2 skol 2day cuz i slept late..very late yesterday..mummy doesnt know..i didnt tell her bt if she does well, im a dead meat then..i still CANT find that paper..im pretty positive now that its nt wit me...bt if i tell hr dat, i think she would think im lying or sumthin..i hope nt..well, 2moro's da last day 2 pass it up..i better find a way..well, i noe she gave it 2 me bt da next day when i took out my books 2 pack it, it wasnt der, i thought she took it back, bt she said no..so, im kinda in a dilemma rit now thanks 2 a bloody stupid paper, i think every1 gonna hate me..(crying)...nah im juz being a pathehic drama queen nw..come on ders always a solution in life..n im gonna find 1 for dis case:)

I SUCK!

i suck like shit! omg i am soo disorganized..i hv 2 find my friend physics PEKA n i havent started searching yet because im an asshole n its 12.51 am now.. ugh im disgusted with myself.. am here all alone wishing im a perfect little baby that can start over all again to be a perfect human, a super human...i feel like the biggest nut inthe century! i didnt get anything she taught at chem today n physics..i know, u dont have 2 say it, i'll do it, YES I DO SUCK-BIG TIME!! i wish im da smartest in class, the one teacher also goes when they sumtimes get stuck in a question..but as the saying goes, dreams never do come true..i mean, come on let's admit it, this is reality..we hv 2 face it in life, failures...bt ppl around me, well most of them takes things very seriously..like theres a sword above u if u dont get an A! i mean, come on man u gotta fail to learn right?
ok i better stop crapping, i better find that physics PEKA because shes gonna kill me!!